Tuesday, May 31, 2005

waiting for tat day to come_+

was glancing through the frdds i habb in frddster...
saw one foto is on pop...
ppl throwing beret...
i`m waiting for tat long day to come..
waitin and waiting and waitin...
waiting for tat foto too!
my squad throwing beret!
chinese paper was tough...
A1 is gone...
c5 or c6 is coming...
yuppie..
went out..
sJia..
i went to gio to accompany u for abt 20 mins?
haas...
i tink u gonna skin me when u see this...
haas...
tym for bed...
tmr i`m havin skool..
no holida for me!
so near yet so far...
i rather u stay far away from me than standing close to me...

take me to YOUR heart_+

Monday, May 30, 2005

take me to YOUR heart ("x")

juz lik tat sentence...
take me to YOUR heart..
i oso don knoe why...
=pPp...
heart melted on fri...
so kool...
don wanna to state...
it juz melt lik tat...
kool...
haas..
studied my chi lik mad...
lots and lots of hours spent...
i wan to get an A1 juz one tym!
wish me all the best...
haas...
heart melted twice this week...
fri and today...
haas...
yuppie...
good luck to peeps taking chinese tmr!
GOOD LUCK! =))
anyway...
i knoe my "fans" sJia will come and visit de...
thx for passin by wors..
and thx for last few days de msg and today!
it`s kool to chat wibb eu! =))
btw, this yr de jing que jiang is not nice!
but onli one part!
jay and wang li hong tat part!
imagine jay singing wang li hong de wei...
and..
wang li hong saying hei sen you mo...
is NICE!
TOTALLI NICE! =))
go watch quan shen and revise my chi again...
nitE!
take me to YOUR heart ("x") melted heart =))

Friday, May 27, 2005

take me to YOUR heart_+

life goes on...
having chi everyday...
boring!
and it is lik in a cold area...
bery cold!!!
hoping to get an A1 for my chi sia..
tmr will be the parent-teacher meetin session....
hope tat it will be fine huh..
not gonna to do duty for tmr...
cos my mum is screaming at miie...
yuppie..
den as for nco camp..
don knoe can go ma..
cos i`m under a grp..
tat skool had ask unergrad to teach us..
i tink is good la..
can save tuition fee...
nothing more..
study hard to chi!

take me to ur heart_+

5 gers are gonna to rock e world



The 5 gerrs_x rock on=))



the 5 of us! =))

Thursday, May 26, 2005

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

`tired

life is still going on...
clock tickles every minute and every second...
but it seems to pass slow...
tmr dere will be skool...
ppl having fun while miie having lesson..
3hrs of chi everyday...
which means dere will be 12 hrs of chi and i will be see-ing triple L for 12 hrs!
boring tym table..
no motivation for the week!
no motaivation for the O level chi exam!
but..
i`m gonna to get A1!
hmmm...
stuck at home today...
is tat i don feel lik going anywhr...
yuppie..
nothing more..
tmr havin lesson till 230pm..
a long day...
gonna to slp and habb enuff energy for tmr`s broing class...
`willyoubehavingthesamethinkingasmiieattheotherside?
take me to YOUR heart_*

Sunday, May 22, 2005

`wadx is it all about

woke up in d earli morning today...
set two alarm clock...
1 at 6 while the other at 630...
e fiz one was for derek...
cos muz gibb him morning call...
meet up wibb dem at interchange and took bus down to d airport...
journey was long...
send dem off and went to viewing centre dere to view the plane...
kool..
i love to see planes flying up to d sky...
after tat went to habb my breakfast cum lunch at bk..
and went to bugis wibb dem...
took fotos..
did upload it juz now...
budden the pics are too big..
so i decided to delete it..
went to J8 too..
saw tat holland.v de xiaoxin..
yyeahs..
reach home at 430...
dead tired...
dey reach shanghai for quite a long period le ba...
hope tat dey will habb fun...
cos tiz morning ah ong was bery sad..
his tears almost row down...
this shows tat both of dem she bu de one another..
so swit...
was msg-ing shijia for almost d whole morning...
yupp..
i hope my sms wun exceed ba..
yyeahs...

wadx am i tinking about?
face was smiling but my heart is frowning...
whyy...
when it is tym to let go i`ll let go...
juz flying a kite and gripping sands inside ur hand..
d more u hold, d more d string will snap...
the tighter u hold the sand...
the sand will jus get its way out of ur hand...
hais...
the way i am thinking now, are u tinking d same ting as me...
as i`m tinking of u, will u be tinking of me? i guess not...

listening to " wo nan guo" hais...zhen de hen nan guo...SAD...understand this word?

take me to YOUR heart__+

Saturday, May 21, 2005

+__take me to YOUR heart ("x")

i`m back...
reached home at 12plus..
didnt` get any scolding..
yyeahs...
was walking down to cheers wibb derek...
and we were sitting down on d swing chatting and playing swing...
toking abt the future...
wadx course to take...
den get a job...
a family...
become a mummy...
den old grandmother...
haas...
den went back after tat wibb a ice cream!
haas...
lik lil`ll kids sia...
chat chat around...
was so high when i saw sJia...
haas..
calling out to her and saying tat I WAN TO GO TP!!!!
yuppie..
fooling around and got home wibb dem...
nothing much for today...
tmr will be a brand new day withh a BIG smile =))
sumone came and ask miie wan to see shooting stars ah...
haas...
shock to see wadx tat person habb asked miie...
anyway...
sis.jiahao is going to shanghai tmr...
yi lu shun feng!!!! *cheers*
if jer` could see my blog....
juz wanna to say him..
u`re not ONE!
u`re a guy who love ur ger...
some lies could be good...
juz lik white lies....
tym for bed!
something seems to be missing~

+__take me to YOUR heart
take me to ur heart...
take me to ur soul...
gibb me ur hand b4 i`m old...
show me wadx love is..
haven got a clue...
show me wonders can be true...
dey say nth last forver..
we onli here today..
love is now or nv...
bring me far away...

Friday, May 20, 2005

*__wadx on earth am i tinking and feelin.

is gonna to be a "long" weekend for this week...yup..hmm...was sitting inside the hall for half of the day...as we`re having career sem and it was lik...the tp speaker make miie wan to get into tp more! haas... sJia!~ i wan go tp! budden the cut off point was lik 13! *goosh* haas...hospitality and tourism...i wish to get into tat course man...yupp...crazy miie...was having chi listening...and is lik...all the ans fits into the qn...worse listening test i had for in my entire life...haas...

came straight home after skool..slpt for 4hrs! shiok..haas...rotting through the day...den recieved call from derek! i was so high can! haa...lolx...crazy ger..saying about wad tym to mit for tmr and i`m going to my grandma hse tmr b4 meetin him..yuppie...nth more to update le..busy weekend... hmmm...find tat sth is missing...will i miss out something when it is gone?


listening to: i dream and that thing YOU do [POP] haas!
songs which make miie tot of my squad...
haas...when can we ever take a squad foto consist of 25 peeps!
yonglin. leslie tang. honghan. kok khang. victor. fusheng. gina. carol. chuan xun. macrina. fulin. agnes. sherry. ben. miie. mark. leslie loo. chang cun. simon. derek. nigel. jiahao. chen yee. huiling. baohui

OLEY ROCKS!
*__take me to YOUR heart ("x")

`FINALLY

FINALLY! haas...exams are over!!! quite a few days since i last blog and sice i last touch my com...gonna be dead after the distribution of my paper...-gone case- but i realli did study for my exam...hais...hope tat hard works pay off one day! don wan to say about exam lerrs..

say bout today ba...don feel lik waking up in d earli morning...budd die die oso muz get up...went to skool for geog...no enuff tym to write...hais..after tat was f&n...den went home..shower and left my home for town wibb my gerfrdds...tat bird bird was late...haas...tiz is the fiz tym tat i turn up on tym! haas...den waited for one another and it seems lik is not our day for today? not as high as the past...jokin around...yuppie...sad to see tat...the morale was low...actualli today is go for window shopping but in d end we went to catch movie...the movie is call "the echo"..a indonesia horrow movie...a special storyline tat i watch among all other horror story...yyuppie...

after tat both of the gers went off while miie,t/ng and bird went walking around...and we saw fiona xie...bird was lik so BHB! saying tat with her around we can see lots of stars!*puke* haas...den the 3 of us went walknig around...fooling around wibb t/ng de digi cam..haas..so crazy...den went off onli at 8plus..took train back...fooling around wibb cam again..haas...den b4 the movie the 5 of us use feets and finger to make stars...haas...gonna to upload it tmr! it`s kool! haas...

tmr i`m force to go to skool! haas...coz of chi listening exam...how i wish today is fri man! whhaha..crazy miie...tym for bed....

listening to " the reason" haas...miie and t/ng love de song? yyeahs...rock on my gers!

`will i get to see rainbow after rainy days? this are are juz simple lie in LIFE! tong hua lik dou shi pian ren de!

Saturday, May 14, 2005

`my days

after the heavy rain will i get to see rainbows?haas...juz now rain heavily which is bery scary...thunder are loud man...tiz week was having my f&n practical..i tink ting went on smoothly...dey said my brocolli is nice and my fish smells good..haas...thanx...dey tried the food in clz...includin miss michael...dere goes the mid yr on fri..gone case...forget bout it...slacking d whole day...cannot concentrate at home..wanna to go out to study! working hard for my mid yr...

nothing changed during the week...and tmr will be going to get l/ng`s bday present...coz her bday is on mon...and bird`s bday is comin soon too...plan a thing for dem..whaha...hope will cheng gong ba...nth muchie...

wadx i will miss after leaving the skool?
  • firstly...the four crazy gerfrdds who accompanied miie through out the 4 yrs...haas...all the nonsense we hab and all the crazy tings we did in skool and outside! rock on my gers!
  • secondly...NPCC! haas...my squadmate...4 yrs together with tears,blood and water...haas..of coz i wun forget anyting abt it...rock on my sqadumates!
  • then, the skool enviroment..old skool..new skool...and my fav ah ong! haas...no one esle! maybe got ba..don knoe...haas...but ah ong come fiz...=xXx
  • miss chicken rice auntie de chicken chop rice and curry rice...haas..and muslim food...

nothing much...walkin down a stressful journey call life...
wanted to gibb up but i tell myself nope...
coz it took miie 9months to come here...
cherished the tym tat we spent together...
but now it is kept into a box...
a box which has a paper on it...
written as
memories of ours...
tym to offline and get into my dreamland..
listening to "wo de cuo"
neng bu neng gou zai gen wo ji hui hao hao de ai ni...
wo hui zi see de ling ting...
ni dui wo shou de yi yan yi yu...

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

`tired.

again...one week had pass...btw my wu gui passed away two days ago...i got this wu gui for 8 months le..still rmb tat tym mr leow bully my wu gui lik mad...tht carnival at nativity...good memory sia..haas...lesson was fine today...dreaming through out half of the day in skool...as lesson lik ss, phy and geog was boring...i hate phy! esp my phy teacher! gone case...after recess was chem and maths...was fine...did my hmwk...so don nid to be OUTstanding student...went home and went to rivermall de long john sliver to study...did my math...can say is gone case...out of 10qn paper 2 work i don knoe how to do 8! how am i going to pass my mid yr..mrs ng even said to miie that she wants to see miie passing my mid yr...

for mid yr all my subject i can get a C i`ll be jumpin lik mad! realli...imagine all Cs...budden hais...bu ke neng de la...my sci lan dao bu dong de xiang se mo...math...same boat...eng..worst...geog...hais...ss...hais...anyway i got back my geog paper..manage to pass...got 3qn...one is 8/10, 1/8 and 7/12..worse is the qn 2...don knoe how to do..haas...

den told ah ong tat while on the way back..he say good lo..den he wanna to use his umbrella to whack miie den kana shocked by him...crazy rite..imagine him using the umbrella to hit miie! haas...poor miie..

btw...the colourless party post was out on last fri...sum peeps were not happi wibb it...hais...life is lik tat...unfair world...u cant expect everyting juz bcoz of anyting...coz in life dere is a word call imperfect...so dere is not perfect ting in d world! so to my dearest squadmate who are sad..cheerp up...miie and honghan had counted...dere are 5 more place xcludin raymond and yonglin...the GTO i/c, 2GOH i/c, flag bearer i/c and SC i/c...so don qi neh ba...coz got a setence call...
bu yao qing yan fang qi fou ze dui bu qi zi ji...so don gibb up! as for miie not much feeling left for np le ba...study is more impt..maybe? or i`m juz saying a lie...who knoe...i oso don knoe wadx the hell am i feeling now...anyway i wrote tat senetence and paste on my whiteboard to motivate myself...haas...nth more le ba..wun be coming online so often..exam are coming...today come online shi wei le do my f&n...hais..yuppie...

9things to learn in life___* learn t0 care___* learn t0 smile___* learn t0 cry___* learn t0 give___* learn t0 forgive___* learn t0 share___* learn t0 trust___* learn t0 love

yuppie..did u learn all this? wish pals who`re taking exam all the best..especially my dearest gfs! and my squadmate...and my clz hope we do do better tiz tym round...SQUADMATE...don be SAD le...when u tk 69 seconds to frown u are losing one mintue of happiness..take care!

hmmm..made a card for my mum but didn't gibb to her...don knoe how to gibb sia...haas..retard miie...replx and missing the rainbow in the big blue sky....


`RAINBOW and MIRACLE...though i don believe in miracle..=xXx

Saturday, May 07, 2005

`hmmm...ya...

was tinking about the past...from sec 1 till now...gonna to write down bit by bit but i tink all is on npcc ba coz u can say npcc change my life..?haas...my life ma..today is npcc day! =))

rmb tat tmy in sec 1...i joined npcc onli in april...i neber went b4 the leisure camp...but hear from dem it was a tough camp instead of leisure camp...i tink they suffered lots..rmb the very fiz training i had...i was the onli one wearing diff attire from dem...coz mr low ask miie to wear lik tat...haas...mr low was the fiz npcc i knew...follow by ong...at fiz ong ask miie to wear track pant budden mr low said nbm...haas...den was lik during sec 1 was the fun period learning all the new thing...everyting was new and fresh....sec 1 i was juz a small prawn inside a big pond...haas...but i can say during tat tym i hate my ncos...haas...=xXx

sec 2 was okie...i got into a fun clz..2 sincerity! rock on man! haas...the most notti clz in sec2 exp durin tat tym...a clz which shouted "wa lao" at the same tym w/o any timing..so kool rite...haas...by tat tym..i learn how to communicate wibb my squadmate...and bonding grew better...den got the chance to go to nco camp...camp tough but memorable camp...lots of stuff happened...during the camp i was sick...and serene was my nanny for tat camp...haas...askin miie to eat medicine everyday! den got lots of test after the camp..oso habb promotion..manage to get promoted...at the end of the yr got 3rd clz test...tat was the sad period of my sec 2 life! freakin period...haas...got so anti by peeps..and got so angry...yuppie..den during sep i got into the campcraft team...campcraft training was FUN! den i oso wun forget how dey celebrated the 3 10thJan de baby!!! BIG cake! haas...

sec 3 ah...got into a clz diligence..neber lik tiz clz b4...boring clz...and since den i hated maths lik crazy...both add and e maths...haas...hmmm...during tat tym was having training thrice a week for campcraft...no..including sat shld be 4 tym a week...tat period was the best as training are held at saturday..den after training will hab campcraft...if not we will be playing street soccer...haas...will habb ah ong playing wibb us tat d old skool de bball court...campcraft com soon arrive...i did not get to see the guy`s com..as i was having npcc day training at pa wibb the other gers...guys were sad over their result...one week ltr was our turn...scared...we got twice experience for tiz com...got they gibb us wrong rope...sad...got another nco camp again...was alrite..manage to get through the camp and became nco on aug...took sec 2 squad...my fiz squad..yuppie...and got pbltc...which is nrc..got sec clz...tiring course..yuppie...hadd the best xmas day present..haas...which is MEMORIES...

sec 4..which is now...o level...muz study..not tat np siao anymore..haas..got a change in post...don lik...for now..still don lik...haas....got into 4 int...a clz which contain quite a number of luntics..haas..crazy peeps...got my senior nco t-shirt..den got not bad de teacher my clz...got good memories...haas...16 and 25 my number...sumtym i do miss x mouse...coz don ahbb training for a bery long period...realli LONG...miss all those matches...hmmm...waiting for pop for now...haas...lookin forward to it? den tiz yr bday kana tricked by dem...i guess tiz would by the last yr le ba...nxt yr i don tink dere will be any squadmate helping miie to celebrate...yyeahs...

anyway..tmr is mothers day..got a cake for my mum and gonna to make a card after my shower...nothing more to say...will miss the tym we habb after passing out and grad...waiting for ur replx..=pPp...mising sumting...

Friday, May 06, 2005

`LIFE

woke up as earli as 550am tiz morning..went to meet dem and went off to skool...change into full-u and get ready for the parade...it is realli the worst parade of the yr...budden sth happened...a ger[don wish to state here wadx idiot name she habb] cut into our squad...and ke ai de beibei leslie went to make tat "bu shuang" de sound and she dare to stare back at him wibb her idiotic big eyes...den leslie is so timid tat he make it machiam singing song lik tat...if i`m not wearing full-u at the moment, no matter wadz i`ll scold tat ger!!! MIND HER....she`s the who who cut in our squad and she is the one who is disrespecting us fiz and she still dare to stare back at us...plz ho..if ppl cut through ur squad will YOU be happy...sickening ppl! today ah ong request for cheer? rare situation...yupp..sat in d canteen and went back to clz at about 8plus...

took back my chi paper...upon 80 i onli got 54...was quite disappointed when i heard my result..yuppie...cloze passage i got 6 upon 10? rare case...the worse part of the paper was the compre...one got 4 upon 10 while the other 19 upon 30 onli..yuppie...lesson as usual... i was dreaming through out the whole day...nth much...

went off to heartland...walk and run lik crazy ger under the rain wibb t/ng...so fun..haas...both of us was playing lik lil`ll kids...=xXx...haas...came hhome and slack...slpt till bout 12am juz now and woke up...yuppie..nth much...tmr gonna to go out and study... yupp..sumone wun get to see tiz..pray to eu! u taught miie tiz..haas...

`*__wïll ï ëvër gët thë chåñcë tø sëë råinbøw åftër ëvëry råïny dåy?

Thursday, May 05, 2005

`waiting to see rainbow...MIRACLE

pissed OFF...riots at home...how i wish i could just pack my bag and went OFF at tat very moment...NOW,wadx a sickening life and family memeber i habb! SO WADX he is my bro...so wadx he is SMALL...EXCUSE me...he is OLD enuff to think ON his OWN! 14 yrs old..FREAK...he juz mean NOTHING to ME!!! FREAK YOUUUU!!!!!!

eng paper was fine..hope i can get a pass...juz a passing grade will do..i guess tmr we will be having back our chi paper...as faith habb got back their paper...hope it will be fine..tmr muz wear full-u to skool...coz "npcc day" not d actual one...nothing much...

anyway..went for a haircut today wibb t/ng ang l/ng...thinner? better? hope so~

O level...what tat? hais...HELL...gonna to do ten yrs series everyday...WORK hard...

it is hard to see rainbow after rainy day?

`RAINBOW

again...nite hadd fallen day had ended...one day habb pass...so fast...today was having chi paper...paper 2 was fine...xcept the cloze passge...which was quite difficult...as for han zi rite, don knoe one word...can say mei you bai xue..mutiple choice compre was okie...paper one was HORRIBLE...all the question and all the topic..was like...hmmm..topic was easy budden it will be difficult to write...expected tat lots of ppl will juz write about the guilty tpics as my chi teacher juz went through it recently..gonna to flunk my paper one...even if i pass, it`ll be a low passing grade...no more A1...gone case again...FAILURE

after chi, stayed back in clz to help dine to trace her art and do all those colouring as they is having her art exam today...her drawing is nice man..especially the three
poker card drawer..she drew sth lik a puzzle and inside the puzzle got poker card and a violin..i love her drawing so much can!!! coz is on puzzle and violin...haas...crazy miie...

after tat try to find miss michael for tat eng o level book..but in d end i got nth as teachers are having their meetin and dere is not even a soul inside the office...habb no choice but juz went home empty handed...

came home and took a long nap..slack through out d day but tmr wun be slackin as pile and tons of hmwks are coming...

quite a few frdd respone to nick in msn...haas...both said i`ll get a chance to see a rainbow after rainy day but another person tat i believe the most told miie tat it is hard to see until rainbow after rainy day? i saw rainbow b4...but juz twice...during my sec 2 life...it was raining heavily tat day...after the rain had stop one of my clzmate saw rainbow and she shouted out the whole clz didn't care abt the teacher and we juz look outside! it was NICE! haas..sec tym was sec 3..at old skool..it was seend after rain again! haas..so NICE can..so i believe tat i`ll get to se rainbow after rainy day! =)) *cheers*


(_.yïñgx._)) *__wïll ï ëvër gët thë chåñcë tø sëë råinbøw åftër ëvëry råïny dåy? ((_.yïñgx._))

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

`step by step

got to knoe blogspot step by step le..haas..finalli...will not be blog-ing for nxt few days...coz exam are round the corner...nothin much happened for today...went to study at hg green..den went to packet food for dem and kaan scold siao by t/ng...nvm la...hao ren zuo dao di ma...i oso will treat my gfs lik tt de ma...bu shi mehs? help dem packet onli ma..yuppie...

hais..exam are round the corner le...muz jia you le..gonna to resr le..coz going to 12am le..sumore tmr still got toopid skool..can?

life are gettin difficult!

`miss ya~

Monday, May 02, 2005

`RAIN

it is RAINING!
finalli!
so windy and is so cooling...
my newspaper were flying around juz now..
haas...
boring day..
maybe goin to my grandma hse..
coz it seems tat i`m not guai...
quite a few months neber go le..
yyeahs...
scare dey miss miie..
haas...
not feeling well..
don knoe well..
budd today i cooked my didi and my lunch...
haas..
kool rite..
don xian mu my didi...
hahas...
having a lame conversation going on..
haas...
yuppie..
nite tym den come again ba...
raining day..
and i am tinkin will i get to see the rainbow after tiz rain?
thinking abt the rainbow and...

Sunday, May 01, 2005

`MY SUNDAY

afternoon after my bath, i went to my grandma hse with my family...all of dem was lik...wahs..hen jiu mei you lai le...gettin taller le..haas...hair gettin longer le ho...was doin all the readin of magazine at my grandma hse...watching tv...playing com..was high-ing wibb shenn...realli high..haas...den watch the show "i do i do" the present tense all those nonsense was funnie...haas...budden quite alot of part was cut..don knoe why eh...which made the show not nice..yuppie..reach home onli at abt 10pm....

online from 10pm till now...tym for
bed huh? tmr going to study at hougang green! LONG JOHN is waiting for miie! yuppie..study hard and die die muz try to do finish all my hmwk b4 coming home..if not don come home..haas...

nth much to sae...

missing sumting loads...=))


.
my darling hamster! =))